Sunday, February 04, 2007

I planned for eeeverything, down to the very last detail. Who to eat with, what to eat, where to eat. But something just had to go wrong. Somehow, the instructions just weren't clear enough, and we probably didn't use our brains enough either haha. But anyway, it doesnt matter, it was exciting during the planning and execution phase =)

P.S Fire burns upwards
ORANGE.squash <3 ;6:39 AM



Saturday, January 13, 2007

"TRAITOR!" Thats what the messages read, no matter what form they came in or how they were written. I didnt mean to do it. I'm not sure what came over me. I'm not sure what i was going through my mind. But i guessed it just happened and now I have to pay for the consequences. Its going to be awkward when i meet them again.
ORANGE.squash <3 ;9:56 AM



Saturday, September 30, 2006

So here i am again, feeling all down and moody. even though the end is already within sight, 40 more days, whats that when i have already conquered 60. But thats exactly the problem, commissioning ball is nearing and i have no special someone to bring. Finding a date will probably be easy, but getting someone special is definitely a challenge. Its not that i'm being picky, but i guess its going to be quite a special moment, so sharing it with a certain special someone would mean a lot. there is someone whom i have in mind, but i haven't talked to her in quite a while even thought i still think of her quite often. My mind tells me there is no hope, but my heart will not let go. Is giving up the only way? i just want a certain answer...
ORANGE.squash <3 ;10:56 AM



Tuesday, August 08, 2006

I looked away when everyone saw.
I did not know what to think, but i felt
No one knows, because no one remembers.
I cannot lose, what i did not have.
ORANGE.squash <3 ;9:46 AM



Saturday, July 15, 2006

After spending a good 6 months in army, I have come to a conclusion that there are 3 types of fitness when you are serving your National Service and i shall attempt to explain them to you civilians now :D

Physical Fitness:
The type of fitness which is required to do your IPPT, in particular 2.4km runs. Everytime i take an IPPT, i tell myself that fatique is all in the mind and i only need to keep my legs moving to get a timing of 9.44 and below. However, it seems that that is hadly the case, no matter how hard i try, my legs seem to have a life of their own after a few rounds a round the track. And no matter how hard u try or how many times u try, the distance you can jump at the standing broad jump staion is limited by ur muscle capacity, thus i have come to a conclusion that only when ur physical fitness improves will u be able to concur IPPT with ease.

Combat Fitness:
This is the type of fitness required to run around with the freaking heavy fieldpacks, waterbags and weapons. The type of fitness required to endure the 23km march. Nothing much to it actually just that it requires a lot of mental strength cause combat fitness normally requires burst of energy and not endurance.

Civilian Fitness:
Lastly civilian fitness. My civilian fitness has definitely gone down since i entered army. When i once used to stay up still 4 just to watch tv, play computer or do homework. I now can barely keep my eyes open once the clock strikes 2230. ZZZZZzzz... Damn lights out timing. Because of the unappetising canteen food, my appetite has shrunk by a lot and i no longer find buffets worthwhile due to my inability to comsume large amounts of food at one go. NOooo!! losing one of the greatest joys of life (or at least my life, haha)

I forsee tough times ahead adapting back to the civilian life and regaining my civilian (and match fitness) haha..
ORANGE.squash <3 ;7:26 AM



Monday, June 26, 2006

I often wonder what my life would be like if i didnt get into ocs:

Situation 1 ~ Playing WarCraft 4 hours a day like the pros practising my micro-management skills and then play in the World Cyber games representing Team Singapore to earn big bucks by endorse commercials, advertisements, games.. u want it, i have it :D

Situation 2 ~ Go for driving lessons to in order to someday achieve my dream of being a race car driver living life on the fast lane making sharp turns and speeding down the highway..

Situation 3 ~ Learning a new language? Alors je pourrais parler comme ceci et chuchote doux rien à mon amie (si je l'un avais) haha..

Situation 4 ~ Spend my days training up in the gym or at the beach in hopes of someday becoming a legend (and kick someone's ass)

Situation 5 ~ A combination of all.. just enjoying life playing games, learning how to drive, picking up a new language and probably learn how to coach vball.

The possibilities are endless.. then why you ask, am i in OCS, well, is it because of the money, YES bigbig bugs.. ka-ching! Is it for the pride, oooh yess i love it when people rest and i do extra.
Why did i choose this path..
ORANGE.squash <3 ;6:37 AM



Friday, June 16, 2006

Whats meant to be will be?
ORANGE.squash <3 ;6:04 AM